So when I started this blog I really had the best intentions in mind….yet here I find myself, almost two years later just now writing………EPIC FAIL. So to catch whomever reads these things up, since the last time I wrote I moved to a new state, started a new job, got engaged, and not I am two months into being married. Life is good. Well most of my life. The reason why I picked up this blogging thing was because I had a sleepless night last night, which isn’t uncommon, and for some reason my mind was stuck on friendship.
Throughout my life I have moved, A LOT and every time I moved I created new friendships. Some of these friendships I considered best friendships and some of these friendships I considered like family but most of them weren’t. Looking back at all of the “best friends” I have had I see now how one sided those friendships were. I have always been that one who has put in all the effort and has done everything and that has gotten me here, writing in my blog about the lack of true friendships I have actually had. Okay not all of my friendships are untrue but a majority have been. And that thought hurts. I am hurt looking back on my life and seeing all of the fake friendships and how blind I was. I hurt looking at my life now and seeing that the true friendships I have are states away and I have little to none friendships here. (My husband is my best friend but a girl misses time with her best girl friends doing girl things and having girl talks)
So enough of my pity party and soap box. My goal for 2018 is to weed out the fake friends and pray that God shows me true friends. I have some other goals but they are unimportant at the moment. I am not going to make any promises about being more regular about this blogging business so when it happens it happens. Until then……..